This is it... my very FIRST blog. Hands shaking, mind spinning, doubts and insecurities raging...
What if I do it wrong? What if I can't get the template EXACTLY the way I want it?? What if I sound like an idiot? What if no one ever reads it??
Why does this have to be so hard? Why do I build something up so HUGE in my mind that it makes me want to quit before I even get started?? Man, I'm a head case!! It's just a BLOG for heaven's sake!! But apparently... not for me.
It's a beginning.
I've always said I'm a writer. I like to write and I think I'm pretty good at it. I've always told myself that "someday" I would write something meaningful. But I never do it. I never actually sit down and write.
What if I really suck?? What if I start and then quit? Maybe it's just easier to "think" about writing, and "believe" I'm a good writer, than to actually try and fail. Man, that's pathetic!!
*Pull your head out Larson and get in the GAME!! You only live once!! When did you take the weenie door and become such a egocentric coward? Get a grip!!*
Ok, I'm back. And apparently... I'm blogging.
